i am so tired,

and even my fingers feel like they're creaking. i haven't been writing because i haven't had any thoughts to write, or at least they haven't been able to climb out of my head and into my hands and find their way into formed words on this white screen. and so my blog is slowly slipping into a quiet slumber, resting under green tree shadows and wishing that life could continue indefiniately beneath this imagined cool summer skin.